Whole

Come let me educate you on this dark reality
There is peaceful chaos that resides inside of me
I will not waste my time saying the things I've said before
Can you imagine, picture this life with nothing more

I want to be alone .... That's where I feel whole

Forever taking pieces I cannot find where they fit
Someday, somehow, sometime I will get my mind over it
Come now did you really believe I'd let go of my soul
My final heartbeat screams retreat now I am in control

I want to be alone .... That's where I feel whole

Scatter the melodious fracture silent emptiness
I feel the fear from once before grabbing, now reaching in
Right but not wrong, I cannot fight this feeling anymore
Just hold on tight, enjoy the ride, there isn't any more

I want to be alone .... That's where I feel whole

Fading

I’m chasing shadows on the wall

I cannot help but take this fall

Can you feel inside, I’m trying to be alive

… but I can’t breathe …

Enraged, I’m caving

Chaos containing

My soul is fading

Into the floor

Just another breath taken away

Melodic memories convey

Mistaken glances of my pain is all I show

… strike me now, don’t let go …

Enraged, I’m caving

Chaos containing

My soul is fading

Into the floor

Banging my head against the wall

I hear the silent echoes call

Wake me up again, my mind wants to feel alive

… but I cannot break these chains alone

Illusion

 (Now here we go) ...

Just as the story starts to unfold

I’ve taken one step outside the front door

Left your mind back on the table, because you were told

Now you’re shadowed by chaos, spinning out of control

There’s just one stop, before we begin

And now I’m on top, living once again

Walking oh-so high, I thought I could fly

Turns out that it was just a dream

When will you open your eyes, choke on the cadence of lies

Release the demons inside, they’ve no more reason to hide

You’re slowly falling again, confusion is setting in

Everything is just an illusion

(Only you know) …

Exactly where you have been

You think there’s no pain, better think again

Skin is peeling away, face is caving in

Survival instincts are growing thin

Now there’s just one stop, before when begin

And now we’re on top, living once again

Walking oh-so high, we could touch the sky

Turns out nothing is what it seems

When will you open your eyes, choke on the cadence of life

Release the demons inside, they’ve no more reason to hide

You’re slowly falling again, confusion is setting in

Everything is just an illusion

When will you open your eyes, choke on the cadence of lies

Release the demons inside, they’ve no more reason to hide

You’re slowly falling again, confusion is setting in

Everything is just an illusion