Whole

Come let me educate you on this dark reality
There is peaceful chaos that resides inside of me
I will not waste my time saying the things I've said before
Can you imagine, picture this life with nothing more

I want to be alone .... That's where I feel whole

Forever taking pieces I cannot find where they fit
Someday, somehow, sometime I will get my mind over it
Come now did you really believe I'd let go of my soul
My final heartbeat screams retreat now I am in control

I want to be alone .... That's where I feel whole

Scatter the melodious fracture silent emptiness
I feel the fear from once before grabbing, now reaching in
Right but not wrong, I cannot fight this feeling anymore
Just hold on tight, enjoy the ride, there isn't any more

I want to be alone .... That's where I feel whole

Fading

I’m chasing shadows on the wall

I cannot help but take this fall

Can you feel inside, I’m trying to be alive

… but I can’t breathe …

Enraged, I’m caving

Chaos containing

My soul is fading

Into the floor

Just another breath taken away

Melodic memories convey

Mistaken glances of my pain is all I show

… strike me now, don’t let go …

Enraged, I’m caving

Chaos containing

My soul is fading

Into the floor

Banging my head against the wall

I hear the silent echoes call

Wake me up again, my mind wants to feel alive

… but I cannot break these chains alone

Illusion

 (Now here we go) ...

Just as the story starts to unfold

I’ve taken one step outside the front door

Left your mind back on the table, because you were told

Now you’re shadowed by chaos, spinning out of control

There’s just one stop, before we begin

And now I’m on top, living once again

Walking oh-so high, I thought I could fly

Turns out that it was just a dream

When will you open your eyes, choke on the cadence of lies

Release the demons inside, they’ve no more reason to hide

You’re slowly falling again, confusion is setting in

Everything is just an illusion

(Only you know) …

Exactly where you have been

You think there’s no pain, better think again

Skin is peeling away, face is caving in

Survival instincts are growing thin

Now there’s just one stop, before when begin

And now we’re on top, living once again

Walking oh-so high, we could touch the sky

Turns out nothing is what it seems

When will you open your eyes, choke on the cadence of life

Release the demons inside, they’ve no more reason to hide

You’re slowly falling again, confusion is setting in

Everything is just an illusion

When will you open your eyes, choke on the cadence of lies

Release the demons inside, they’ve no more reason to hide

You’re slowly falling again, confusion is setting in

Everything is just an illusion

Beyond

Can you feel all the violent stares
Someone take them away
They must think that I'm someone else
Won't you help me escape
Please just take me away from here
Doesn't matter how far

Beyond the pain is where I'll be
Lost inside another melody

Infinity is not long
When you're traveling time
Mythology could be wrong
Believing's a crime
Take a moment to be yourself
If you think you can

Beyond the pain is where you'll be
Floating high on your memories

Open your mind and let it fly
Let your spirit roam free
Only bound by simple lies
That tell you what to be
Break the mold now just be alive
There is so much to see

Welcome to beyond reality
You can be whatever you believe

Here

Every time that you look into my eyes

No wonder I cannot seem to find the time

It’s so unreal, what the silent echoes steal

Don’t let it go, I can taste what you feel

          Won’t you help me please?

I do not know where we go from here

Just take my hand, let me show you what’s inside

Inside my mind, my reality confides

And takes away all the melodies of pain

It hurts sometimes, but it’s not always this way

         

           Won’t you help me please?

I do not know where we go from here

In another life of agony and fame

I will deny that this madness can contain

Another sky will greet you with a smile

It’s all the same, memories can never die

           Won’t you help me please?

I do not know where we go from here

Essence

Watched the sun rise up today
How I wish that I could always feel this way
I need to find some way, some how, to show you that I need you now
Some how, before it fades away

Then your beauty captures me
And I can not seem to speak

Let's put another movie on
Maybe we'll make it through a whole one
Lost in your eyes, I'm mesmerized by you
I can not hide it, don't want to fight it
This is how love is supposed to be

Tongue tied I stutter as I speak
Then comforted as you reach for me

Everyday I'm more consumed
By the way that I feel inside for you
If you will have me, I'll be happy
Make an effort everyday to thank you
For the love you've given me
Just let me shout it out so loud
I want to scream , I'm so damn proud
To say that I love you

I wrote this song for you to see
Just how much you mean to me

Watched the sun rise up today
Wish I could always feel this way

The Stillness

I want to open up my eyes

See everything as though I’m blind

No more confusing this with that

Please don’t pretend to know where I’m at

          Where I am at… where I am at

And from the darkness they do come

Changing reality for some

There are no answers here for you

Just leave. There is nothing left to do

Nothing left to do… nothing left to do

 

Zombies now chewing on some flesh

Open your mind, there’s nothing left

Taken for harvest undead pain

I always knew it would end this way    
          End this way… end this way

Now that you have another gun

Take it outside now try to run

No more ambitious waves of fame

Maybe return from where we came

          From where we came… from where we came... yeah from where we came.